nakakastress pigilan ang sarili o gawin ang mga bagay na alam mo makakapagpasaya sayo. nakakastress magtipid, a ang dami mong gustong bilhin, nakakastress maging consious sa kinakain mu kung hilig mo namna kumain, nakakastreess pigilan ang sarili mu umbasent at malate s atrabaho kahit hindi mo maiwasan, nakakastress ipakita ang the best mo sa mga taong minamahal mo kahit na minsan wala ka sa mood. Ang sarap ng wala ka nalang paki alam. Dati ganun ako wala ako pakialam. parang gusto ko nalang bumalik sa dating ako.

ang lamig kanina pa umuulan! ang sarap matulog pero hindi ako makatulog this past few days ewan ku ba bakit hirap nanaman ako matulog. Hai sa wakas matatapos na ang nightshift ko, after 1 and a half month na parang zombie mabubuhay nanaman ako. Grabe naman kasi na shift yun 11pm-8am monday to sat. ang last day ko sunday ng 8am, tapos pasok ule ng monday ng 11 nakakapagod parang 1 and a half month ako walang weekend. Hay.Anyways marami naman bagay na to be happy aboout..
1. 13th month pay na yahoo.
2. Bibili kami ng psp ni nee
3.magpapasko na
4. 11 months na kami ni arnee.
Kasama ng pasko syempre new year.. well naging ugali ku na magreflect at maglista ng mga new years resolution ko na hindi ko naman natutpad. naging ugali ku na rin pagmunimunihan ang taon na dumaan parang synopsis ba ng buong taun ko. Siguro masasabi ko na this year ang turning point ng buhay ko. Matagal ko na pinapangarap magmature, at feeling ko this year ko nakuha ang maturity na yun. Hindi pa siguro buong buo alam ko isip bata pa rin ako, pero ngayun ko nakita ang ralidad ng buhay. ang lalim no.

ako na ata ang pinaka masayang babae sa mundo
sa twing kasama kita
salamat sa lahat
mahal na mahal kita

Rest Day

Was absent yesterday, kasi galing ako greenhills kasama si nee bumile ng creatures. 1 hour palang tulog ko nung nagalarm na ang phone ku ng 5:30 pm, 8 kasi pasok ko dapat kagabi. Well di ko kinaya nagabsaane tnalang ako. Ang sarap ng feeling ng meddyo nakapagpahinga ng matagal. Ang sarap ng two days ang restday. Sinusulit ko na ang internet connection ko dito sa bahay bagu kami lumipat.

Things to buy

Wala pa rin na aaccomplish sa list ng things to buy ko so gagawa ako ng updated one.
1. Black Computer Table
2. 17Inch view black sonic lcd monitor
3. 21 inched samsung slimfit tv
4. Inno3d Video Card
5. 160GB hardrive
Extras kung may budget
PS2
ipod nano

my creature

I have no plans in buying, but I ended up buying two one for nee and one for me, Pero sulit naman ang porma ng dating! and kakaibang sound tripping.

Inspired

3:53 Sunday am

One more hour to go befor my shift ends, Ive been dozing off and on since my shift started at 8pm, I only had 3 hours sleep earlier. Spent the saturday with nee. Ive been looking at the net and newspapers for apartment for rent in ortigas, I realize that i thiwill have a hard time living with my sis, since her mood is often unpredictable. Kulang kasi ata sa sexlife. haha. well studio apartments near ortigas ranges from 5-6k monthly, isang kahid isang tuka nalang ako if ever matuloy ako magrent, but its a choice naman, I can just try makisama with zeena, share the apartnent in roces with her, it would only be 1500 monthly,plus bills, but its in roces three jeeps away from edsa kamuning ang layu. I have another choice find a place near ortigas, but i have to really budget my mere income to survive, but the upside of it is near work, ill be on m y own with no pesty sis na pakikisamahan pa, and i can get arnee to help me out naman finacially if needed. pero for sure, i wont be able to save anything. another choice settle in an affordable place, kahit na fairview pa rin since rent here is cheap, but i still have to commute and its still more expensive that living with zeena. Well bahala na. Sana ill get lucky and find a place in ortigas around3k lang.

I got my tooth extracted today, i did not feel a thing but after the anesthesia wore of... grabe. I took 2 tablets of mefenafic, that why im feeling high and groggy right now. Its been 15 days since my last entry.. as usual i am too busy or just not in the mood to blog. my body is still adjusting to my new sched, although its almost two weeks since we started working in night shift i still have difficulty not dozing off after our lunch at 2:00 am, only when theres no jobs on que. Operation in our team had finally started, there are days when the jobs just kept on coming and there are days when theres nothing to do but surf the net and doze off. So whats up with me these days, well i have a different routine now because of my changed schedule. I leave the house at 9 log in at 10, break at 1:30, eat, work again til 7am, i usually reach the house around 8-830, most of the time il meet nee first and well go home and sleep til around 3-4, nee will leave aroound 5 or 6. i watch dvds til 7-8, eat dinner, the leave again. My days seems longer unlike when i was in dayshift, though my sleep is only for 3-4 hours. What on my mind lately? well im thinking of buying a tv, but i cant decide if ill buy or save the money nalang, but the problem is i have problem saving i dont know why, thats why i think its better to invest nalang in things, that i can sell nalang when i need the money. Im also thinking if i should find a place nalang in ortigas instead of sharing the apartment in roces with zeen, because of my schedule. Its november again, and bilis, the year will end again but im still in square one, haha, i have a list of things to do, but most of it is still undone, with two monthes left nalang i dont know if icould accomplish it, im still the same coco as before eventhough i swore to changed.

nightshift

myshift starts at 10 pm this week. Well masmasarap since theres no traffic and no people and matipid sice i dont have to buy lunch. I think its only for a week. I spent the weekend with arnee as usual, sat night sinamahan ko sya sa kamias nag audition sila ng drummer nila, uminom one bottle ng redhorse, mejo tagal ko na din di nakakainum nakakamiss an din. Sun the whole day, I watched grace anatomy habang natutulog si nee, Im not really into grace anatomy pero nakakalaiw din kasi sya, Nagpabile me ng pizza kasi anniversarry ng parents ko, imagine 40+ years of marriage. Well thats much what happened to me this weekend, its tuesday night, ang bilis ng week pag panggabi ka, ill leave at 8:30, till next time :)

Some of my best work

boring work

wheres my career going? and do i have one in the first place? Its been 2 and a half monthes since i started in affinity, maybe im just really restless, that why im feeling bored again. Operations in the office has not started yet, accounts are not yet permanent, so sometimes theres nothing to do and sometimes theres too much work. My first month I was in the Spec Ads team, for a month I was designing layouts for various ads categories, unlike my previous experience, its quite different, since the ads is speculative, its fun to work with since you get to play with the art direction with not much limitations, By September I was transferred in morris production, the fa team of spec ads, since theres no project yet, and no people yet we were only three in the team, we spent almost two weeks surfing the net, then I was transferred to the Morgan account, a pitch project, we were 6 in the team, and for 1 week, we did a presentation for the Morgan account which ended up successful. After Morgann I was brought back to a now complete Production team. Well I expected it to be this way anyway since the company justs started. And the upside of this I learned a lot from just 2 monthes of working in affinity, I learned to new softwares quark and indesign, amd when theres nothing to do I get a chance to study flash.

Spent my weekend with mah arnee, we watched dvd the whole day.
The Death of Superman: Bitin. and hindi naman namatay si superman... tumigil lang sya huminga ng ilang oras.
The brave one: starring Jodi Foster, nakakaparanoid. Its all about the brutality of the world today, how no one is safe anymore, how no one can walk the streets of manhattan with out fearing for their lives, which is also applicable here in Manila. It doesnt hit you until you became a victim or you witness a crime right into your face. Just the other day as i passed by Batasan in commonwealth avenue, two bodies were lying in the middle of the road, senseless deaths due to the desperate act for survival. Just like in the film Jodi and her boyfrien were brutality attacked while walking their dog in the park, Jodi's bf didnt survive but she did, and after that incident she became a different person, she beleived that its time to take matters in her own hands, as day by day she became more aware of the violence happening in the streets of manhattan, she took matters in her own hand, she became a vigilante, and at the same time seeking revenge. The climax of the story was when she finally came face to face with the criminals who beat her up.

the invisible: an average film nothing special about this, theres a lot of impossible plots, like how can you survive three days after you were brutally beaten up and left for dead ina sewer, and how can you fall in love with the person who almost killed you.

I pronounce you Chuck and Larry: hillarious, like all adam sandler movies, you;ll die laughing. Its a story of two best buddies who faked themselves as a gay couple in order to save an insurance claim.