There’s this girl with the sad eyes

Who lived her life but never really felt it

Everyday she walks in oblivion

Many have tried to reach her

Many have touched her

Even she tried to feel the depths of them

But still she stared ahead

Emptiness reflecting in her eyes

Realization

Life stare right at your face,
Mocking you, laughing at you
You return a blank stare
not getting the joke
Life teases you and taunts you
as you scratch your head in exasperation
Leave me alone you say
but Life follows you
tailing behind you
you hear him snickering behind you
and you turn around and face him
stare right in his eyes and finally you get it
and you started to laugh too

Far Away- Nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know
I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
Cause you know, you know, you know
thatI love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
So far away
(So far away)
been far away for far too long
So far away
been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
Cause I needed
I need to hear you say:
that I love you
(I love you)
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
(and I forgive you)
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
(Keep breathing)
Hold on to me and never let me go
(Keep breathing)
Hold on to me and never let me go

oceans away - the fray

Figure since I'm so far gone, oceans away, I can lay my saber down today. I miss the words I love the words, you did not say. I miss the kiss you never gave away.
There goes the sun, oceans away
And days die young when you're gone and you're gone
There goes the sun, oceans away
And leaves the day for someone else
Honestly I thought that we could make it all the way, Barefoot on beaches dancing against the gray. But stone by stone the castle crumbled to the ground, I stood and stared as you started to fall into the waves.
There goes the sun, oceans away
And days die young when you're gone and you're gone
There goes the sun, oceans away
And leaves the day for someone else
Here's to the man of your dreams. I take it all in a box and make my way down to the shore, Throw it in and begin to leave it to the waves.

Nung umalis ka kinuha mo ang isang parte ko, at iniwan mo sa akin ang isang parte mo...alam ko hindi hindi natin mabibigay ang sarili natin kaninuman ng buong buo. hanggang hawak natin ang parteng ito. panglagahan natin ito, nang pagdating ng tamang panahon mabuo muli tayo...

sulat

kamusta ka na? okay ka lang ba jan? kumakain ka ba ng 3 beses sa isang araw? ano ginagawa mo pangpalipas ng oras mo jan? sino kasama mo jan? masaya ka ba jan? namimiss mo ba ako? hinahanap mo ba ako? mahal mo pa ba ako?...
daming tanong di ko maitanong. alam ko pareho tayong naglalakad sa napakakitid na lubid sa ngayun, parehong maingat wag mahulog. dahil alam ko oras na mahulog tayo magigising tayo sa realidad na ayaw natin harapin sa ngayon. ang realidad na malayo na tayo. alam ko subuk tayong nagpapanggap, sa bawat usap natin sa bawat text at ym. pareho natin ayaw harapin ang problema. dahil pareho nating alam kahit mapuyat tayo pagusapan nito hindi pa rin natin ito pareresolbahan. pikit mata tayo ngayun sa katotohan, pero alam ko sa mga di inaasahang pagkakataon nararamdaman mo din ang kawalan ng pagasa. masakit tanggapin na ang taong akala mong sayong sayo na ay hindi pa pala saiyo, at kahit kailan pa man di maggiging sa yo. pero papano mo bibitawan ang isang bagay na sobrabg alam mo parte na ng buhay mo. na kahit manhid ka na sa sakit, at sa lungkot, andyan parin sya sa iyo, parte ka na nya. papano mo tatanggalin ang bahagi ng isang tao nakatatak na saiyo? ginawa ko naman ang lahat, para patunayan sa sarili ko na wala na, pero sa huli ikaw parin, at hanngang ngayon nandito pa rin ako.

lungkot

lungkot, lubayan mo ako
binaon mo ako sa dilim at takot
pagod na ako kakatakbo
naghahanap ng matataguan
wag mo ako lamunin
sa mundo mong walang hangin
minsan nakuha mo na ko
pero nakatakas ako
ayoko na bumalik sa lagim mo
lubayan mo na ko

drowning myself. in liquor
endless. nights
nicotine overload
misplaced lust

but you still haunt me

sadness overwhelms me
alone. i confront the truth
i still long. for you

paint it black - the rolling stones

I see a red door and I want it painted black

No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
I see a line of cars and theyre all painted black
With flowers and my love both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a new born baby it just happens evry day
I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door and it has been painted black
Maybe then Ill fade away and not have to face the facts
Its not easy facin up when your whole world is black

No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue
I could not foresee this thing happening to you
If I look hard enough into the settin sun
My love will laugh with me before the mornin comes